You can see the bud popping up through the soil and I invite you to mother it as you sense the magnitude of its gifts for you.
There still may be places in your system that are not quite ready to let go of the old to make way for this newness, and that’s OK, it’s coming anyways, and it wouldn’t be here if you weren’t ready.
What is wanting to come through is a new body of self worth, a new body of knowing that you are worthy just because YOU ARE.
Like a butterfly emerging from it’s cocoon.
What’s old is ready to be released:
That you do not need the belief that you are not good enough.
That you do not need to find the faults in others to feel worthy.
That you do not need to judge others to feel good about yourself.
That you do not need to rescue others to feel needed.
That you do not need to victimize yourself to receive love.
That you do not need to over sexualize yourself to get attention.
That you do not need to compare yourself to others to feel better.
That you do not need to “try to keep up” with your peers to feel successful.
This new bud, this new plant that is growing and gestating knows YOU are worthy just because YOU ARE.
However, there may be parts in your system that are not quite ready to let go of the role that victimization and rescuing people provides you, and not quite ready to let go of the need to keep up.
And that’s OK. Continue to love those parts until it is safe for them to let go.
I’m here to empower you to ask yourself these key questions:
Where are all the parts of you that need to feel victimized in order to feel loved?Where are all the parts of you that still feel unworthy?And are you willing to love these parts just a little more today?
I encourage you to ask this so that you can be shown these areas that need your love too, so that this newness, this new bulb can have what it needs to grow into a beautiful and powerful new YOU.
You are here to claim all of this, and to be shown the darkest of darkest places that need your love.
You are safe and strong to take this on, to allow this new bud to blossom.
Envision yourself as a strong brave warrior heading into the dark, into the caves and the crevices, and shining the light from your heart into these places and seeing that the shadows are not as scary as once believed.
Envision yourself watering, nurturing, playing music and drawing art and singing and dancing around this new bud in the dark soil, as you love it into being.
As you love YOURSELF into being.